Sleep with young Dutch teen

My appearance turns off quite a few men, but I just feel good looking like this, so why should I change myself for a man? Maybe there are spontaneous and nice men here who look beyond appearances, or maybe I'll find a man here who likes me and finds me attractive.

I really don't care what you look like; everyone is equal! If your heart is in the right place, you're honest, and you're comfortable being yourself, then you're the one I'm looking for.

I'm starting to feel like there's no one out there who likes me enough to make a little effort. Or maybe I'm just unlucky enough to be in the wrong place at the wrong time... Is there a nice guy out there?

My boyfriend is a bit of a bore. He only wants sex in bed, and I find that a bit corny. It could be a bit more, but preferably somewhere else. Everything should be discreet, because I don't want to jeopardize my relationship. If you already know an exciting place, I'll get ready.