Date with lovely Dutch girl

I'm a little insecure, which isn't surprising considering you've been repeatedly caught off guard by men you thought meant everything they saw. I want to meet an honest man, a man who speaks his mind.

It's really annoying when you're in a relationship that isn't going the way you want it to. I can say all about this because mine isn't going great. I'm not really planning on leaving him, but I'm still looking for some friendship with a nice man.

I don't know yet if I want a relationship. I'd really love to have sex, but I don't have much experience yet. Actually, I shouldn't say I just haven't done it yet. I've kissed and flirted a bit, but I haven't actually lost my virginity yet. I would love to. And maybe we'll like each other enough to turn it into a relationship.

My girlfriend recently got married, and it was a beautiful and especially lovely celebration. But now I've caught the bridal bouquet, and you know the pressure that comes with being happily single.