Dating with cute Dutch teen

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

Let's get straight to the point: I'm looking for a date, not a one-time thing, but something for more often. I'm not someone who just jumps into bed with the first person I meet; you have to have something to offer me.

I think I'll get a lot of responses because, let's be honest, I look pretty cool. I haven't had a boyfriend for a while and I'm really looking forward to finding a sweet boy who wants to be my buddy.

For months now, I've had a chest full of exciting toys in my attic. Unfortunately, they haven't been used yet, so I'm looking for a man to go through it with me and use them one by one. It's such a shame that a chest like that sits untouched in the attic.