Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I'm a single woman who doesn't have much experience with men. I'd like to gain more experience and hope to find someone here who would be willing to help me with that.

I am always sweet and well-behaved, but in play I would like to play a dominant role where I have complete control.

Where have all those horny men gone? It seems like I'm only attracted to older married men. Ideally, I want someone who looks well-groomed and knows how to treat a girl.

Recently, I've had a real dream of seeing the sunrise in a hot air balloon, and actually going up into the sky, of course. My friends all say no, and I don't understand why.