Dating with sweet Dutch girl

You know, I can be quite dreamy and quiet... I think that bothers a lot of men. I'm looking for someone who's a bit of the opposite of myself.

I'm a fun, young, and modern woman who hasn't had a boyfriend before. I'm not interested in casual hookups and want to go straight for the man who wants to start a relationship with me.

I miss the warmth and the attention. My boyfriend is mostly focused on his friends. He and his friends are constantly going out, and then I'm left alone again. He hangs out with them more often than with me. I really get the feeling he doesn't find me interesting at all anymore. So now I'm looking for someone who does find me interesting enough.

I don't feel like giving a long explanation of my sexual preferences here. All I want to say is that I want sex, sex in a hard, rough way. I prefer to avoid softer sex.