Dating with young Dutch teen

I'd like to meet someone who's truly serious and forward-thinking and proactive. Someone you can rely on and count on. Is there anyone like that?

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

My doubts about the relationship I'm in are growing every day. I don't consider it a relationship if you barely see each other, and I want to meet a single man who's interested in me as his partner.

I'm not very experienced with oral sex yet. I'd like to do it more. They say a woman can have an incredibly good orgasm when she's being eaten out, but unfortunately, no one has ever done that to me. So, if you're up for a fun afternoon and want to treat me, I hope to hear from you soon.