Email young Dutch teen

Everything in my relationship is going smoothly, but I still don't feel like I should. We don't live together, but I also see him very little. His friends seem more important than me. So I'm looking for that friendship elsewhere.

Still young, inexperienced, and actually quite scared of this. I don't really know what to write here. I'm not looking for a peer, but rather someone a bit older than me and someone who can teach me something, because I'm eager to explore new things.

Just a few of my character traits: Sweet, caring, well-behaved, sometimes a little mischievous, honest, and respectful. Surely someone should fit that description?

I would also love to have a buddy with whom I can really share everything and then be very happy.