Fucking with delicious Dutch student

My ex was the first person to make love to me. I didn't enjoy it, and after that, I've always been disappointed. I hear many different stories about how wonderful it is, and I'd like to meet someone with experience to see if I'm comfortable with it.

If you're my age and looking for a nice, sweet girl to start a relationship with, chances are I'm interested. I'd love to meet a man who likes me and with whom I can spend romantic evenings.

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?

I've been really bored lately. I don't have many people around me; everyone is on vacation or with family. I'm looking for someone to have a good time with.