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I have a big fantasy: I want to experience what it's like to have my clothes literally ripped off. Of course, I'll wear my oldest clothes, haha.

That's happening again. I met a really sweet guy, but he's not really into sex. I thought things would get better if we moved in together, because then we'd have the place to ourselves. Then we'd have no inhibitions and could play all sorts of dirty games. But no, it's really not happening. I'd be lucky if we only had sex once a month, and even then it wouldn't be anything special. I can't handle so little sex, so I'm looking for a sex buddy who wants to meet up with me when my boyfriend doesn't want to.

I'm rather shy. I don't have many friends, and going out doesn't appeal to me. I prefer to read a good book or watch a movie or documentary. I love good food, traveling, hiking, and I'm in a diving club. What I find important in a man is that he still has some gentlemanly side and a sense of romance. I'm really looking for something serious, no players please!

My personal calendar is completely empty—no appointments at all, not even with my boyfriend! I think that says a lot about the relationship, and I think I really need to find a replacement for my boyfriend.