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As I write this, I'm blushing with shame. I'm still a virgin, and my friends are laughing at me. I don't want this anymore, and the next time they ask if I've had sex, I want to be able to say yes wholeheartedly. Who's going to deflower me?

Of my friends, I'm the only one left single.

At my young age, I've already seen and experienced a lot at home. I don't want to go down that same path and hope to meet a sweet man I can trust. Someone who is open and honest like me, but who also enjoys cozy times and a bit of romance.

I've been single for a while and am looking for a nice guy again. I've looked everywhere, but to no avail. I haven't been able to really connect. I really want something meaningful. I'm looking for someone who can spoil me in life. Someone who can just let me be myself again.