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I've never looked at other men in my relationship, but now that things aren't going well, I do it almost automatically. It would be nice to meet a man who gives me the attention I don't get from my boyfriend.

I've been with my boyfriend for over three years now. But just thinking about being roughed up by someone else gives me the creeps. So I want to make that a reality.

My shyness is actually a real obstacle, and I haven't found a solution yet. I can write here, and that way I'm more courageous, so maybe this way I can finally be honest?

I'm not the easiest person, I admit. I often hear people call me a domineering aunt. That's why I'm actually looking for a counterpart. I don't think two people with the same personality really work. Or would that just lead to fireworks? Maybe it's worth a try. In any case, you definitely won't be bored with me, especially not in bed.