Penetrate lonesome Dutch teen

You might think I'm a porn actress. And you're right! I have to do something to earn a living. Besides the shoots, I have to keep practicing, of course, and for that, I'm looking for a hot stud.

Online dating is pretty scary. Regular dating too, for that matter. I'm quite shy, and I find that really awkward...

I often think, is this all there is? A relationship where I don't live together, but where it's already a rut? I could just write down how it would be every time we're together. That's not healthy, is it?

What could be more fun than going through life as a couple in love? I've never had a boyfriend before, and I'm eagerly anticipating the reactions I hope to receive.