Sex with teenage Dutch student

I've had a few casual relationships, but not a real one yet. I'm not really looking for one because I still feel way too young to commit. The occasional get-together is wonderful. Ideally, I'd like to find a regular sex partner.

Are there any nice guys my age left? I'm looking for nice guys, but I don't meet them in real life, or they want to sleep with me right away. Is there anyone who's REALLY interested in me?

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

My dog ??is my everything, I tell her all my secrets and I take her for huge walks, when I walk with her I completely relax.