Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I've been doing everything alone for a long time. And yes, I'm doing well, but sometimes I miss the warmth of a man.

I learned from my mother that you have to have many meters of penis inside you before you can choose the right one.

My parents are very strict, and I'm not! I'm absolutely sick of having to go to church twice every Sunday. I want to enjoy life, and I can't do that this way. I'd love to meet someone here so I can finally start living, but my parents can't ever find out.

I just ordered some really hot lingerie sets and a big dildo. I know what to do with the dildo, but I don't have anyone to see how it looks on me. I'll be receiving them in a few days; who can I show them to? There's also a very short, tight latex dress that completely exposes my tits. I think it would be hot to ride a man while wearing that dress.