Dating with sweet Dutch girl

Have you ever had one-night stands? I have, several times even. But I'd rather not have that again. The sex, of course, I love that. But not just for one night. I want to do it more often with the same man. So we can get to know each other in that area and do all sorts of things you wouldn't dare do with someone you don't really know. Get it?

It's a bit scary, you know, this is my first time trying to score a date online. That's what people do these days, so I'm doing it too. Are you a well-groomed man who's up for a sex marathon with me? If you're a bit older, that's okay too; I like that. But make sure you have good stamina!

My best friend is gay. Nothing wrong with that, he's a sweetheart. Because I'm a bit of a pain in the ass, he wanted to teach me what it's like to have sex. That didn't work out, haha. He thinks I'm beautiful, but he says he can't handle me. So I'm looking for a man, preferably a bit older and patient, who wants to teach me what it's like.

Living life to the fullest has been a bit tiring lately, but I'm still trying my best, even though I feel like I'm really falling short.