Fling with beautiful Dutch girl

I really don't know what it is, but I'm desperately craving male companionship right now. Not the "on and off" type, but rather a guy who can handle things a little more subtly.

I'm currently in a relationship with a nice guy, but secretly I'm also attracted to older men. Especially when it comes to sex. A relationship isn't even necessary, but sex with an older man is divine, much better than with guys my age. Would you give me divine sex, in addition to my relationship?

All my life, I've been different from girls my age. I didn't play with dolls, but with cars. I didn't have girlfriends, but boyfriends. Even though I feel like a woman through and through, and I am. I'm just not into girly things. Now I really want to try something... I know what a cock deep in my cunt feels like. But what does it feel like if we both come simultaneously while licking each other?

What if I promise you'll have the night of your life if you invite me? Do I stand a chance?