Fling with cute Dutch chick

My ex left me, and I'm feeling pretty down about it. He didn't explain the reason for the breakup; he just vanished without a trace. I don't feel comfortable with it, and I hope to meet someone soon who will give me a positive feeling again.

Why do I feel like there should be more than what I'm getting at home now? Did I make the right choice?

I've done it all now. Men, women, threesomes with two men, threesomes with two women, gangbangs—nothing is strange to me. I think I've tried all the toys too. Now I just want some peace and quiet and stick to one man. Of course, you have to spoil me, because I still love it, but just with the same man.

I'm not into quickies or quickies in a dark alley. I want to be caressed thoroughly by the man who thinks I'm a hot girl he'd like to spend a night with.