Fling with cute Dutch teen

How can I put this? All my relationships are failing... well, the three I've had, anyway. They all told me to take more initiative and be allowed to say I'm in the mood for sex. But I'd much rather be told I have to give a blowjob or get down on my knees to get a good fuck. Do you even want that?

I'll get straight to the point: I'm a hopeless romantic and hope to find the love of my life here. I hope lots of men will respond. The better my chances of finding him!

You know that feeling when you wake up one morning and ask yourself, "What am I doing with my life?" I think I'm at that point right now, but the question is, what's the right path?

I'm a pretty quiet guy, a bit shy. I'm looking for a man who can break down the walls around me and unleash the wild girl in me!