Fling with lovely Dutch girl

My relationship ended two months ago after I told my ex I wasn't happy with him. When you enter a relationship with someone, you have to be able to trust them, and that wasn't the case with him. I'm looking for a nice guy to date me again.

Since my relationship ended, I've had to make do with my toys. I have to say, it's wonderful, but also rather boring. A hot guy next to me in bed, letting me enjoy his beautiful body, is what I'm missing.

We'll meet at a small hotel somewhere where no one knows us and no one will bother us. We'll do what we like, and then we'll go our separate ways.

As a writer, life can be a bit lonely sometimes. Even though I'm very sociable, I often find myself in my own world. That way, I don't find the passion I long for. It's boring at home too; we've already grown apart. Who can captivate me in real life?