Penetrate lonesome Dutch teen

Living together and still looking for a fuck buddy? Yes, that's right. The sex with my boyfriend is decent, but I want more. I'd like to go to a swingers club, have sex in a pool or in the woods, maybe try a threesome with a man or a woman, and I'm curious about soft SM. These are all things my boyfriend doesn't want to know about, so I've taken the plunge and hope to find someone here who might already have experience with it or wants to explore it with me. Discretion is essential, and I can't host myself.

I have all the freedom in the world and can just go out and have sex. Now I just need to find a victim who'll do it to me. Of course, I'm looking for someone who can make me cum. That's important, but it's also important that I have a special experience.

Are we going out? I like that. But we could also meet up at home, since that's where we'll end up anyway. Or are you coming home with me for a drink? And the rest...

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?