Sex with lonesome Dutch babe

I'm very concerned with my appearance. Ever since I was little. My parents thought I was going too far, but when I showed them I knew how far I could go, they let me go. I don't diet, but I do enjoy sports, and I'm actually looking for someone who wants to do that with me.

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

Actually, I'm really sweet, but I don't think some people deserve a place in this world, that's why I'd like to stick a few needles in Putin, for example.

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?