Sexdate with lonesome Dutch teen

I feel like a fish in water, a bird in the air, and myself when I'm down to earth. Only, I'd also like to be on cloud nine sometimes.

Actually, I'd love to have a steady boyfriend, but I'm not sure if anyone would be interested. Then we could enjoy each other's company and give each other some freedom. We wouldn't live together, but we'd get to know each other better first. That's how I envision it.

A while ago I also had corona, that nasty corona that turned my life upside down, but I'm almost over it.

Still young, inexperienced, and actually quite scared of this. I don't really know what to write here. I'm not looking for a peer, but rather someone a bit older than me and someone who can teach me something, because I'm eager to explore new things.