Sleep with lovely Dutch girl

The feeling of loneliness is truly deadly. I don't like boring people, and if anyone is boring right now, it's my boyfriend. He's not interested in anything. I want to meet someone who isn't so boring and wants to have a good time with me.

My boyfriend is very selfish and only thinks about himself. He wants to meet a man who is the opposite and will give me the attention I so desperately need.

Our house was recently hit by a serious fire. You can still see the scars from that, though I try my best to camouflage them with makeup. The guys I've dated were put off by it. I sometimes heard the craziest things, some hurtful. I'm looking for someone, perhaps an older man, who simply doesn't mind this and can accept my scars.

If possible financially, I go to the snow for a few weeks each year to get away from it all.