Contact kind Dutch babe

I'm a woman who enjoys my freedom, but sometimes I miss having someone around. Even though I say so myself, I certainly don't think I'm unattractive, but when will I get another compliment? I really need one.

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

I've been toying with the idea of ??joining a dating site for a while now. I'd love to meet a man I don't know; I think that would be really exciting. I'm a young girl with a fair amount of experience when it comes to sex. And now I'd like to try it with someone I don't know, to see if he can surprise me with something. That would be absolutely fantastic, and who knows, maybe I'll surprise you too. Don't let me go; I'd say, come give it a try.

I'm desperately in need of a wonderful head-to-toe massage. I hope to find a good masseur here, as I sent my previous one home; he didn't meet all my needs.