Date with beautiful Dutch girl

People call me extravagant. It has everything to do with my upbringing, and I have liberal parents who are also extravagant. Many girlfriends are jealous of me, and I can understand that. On the other hand, I'm jealous of my girlfriend because of the amazing sex she has. I miss that, and for once, I want a date where all facets of sex are truly explored. I don't need to explain that to you.

I've been unhappy with my body for years, and it shows! I have my needs! Who, oh who?

I'd love to have a night out and then have you come with me to wash off all our dancing sweat in the shower. Once we're clean and fresh in bed, I want to play with you for hours.

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.