Dating with sweet Dutch girl

It's been a while since I've had a man who spoiled me in bed. I've been single again for two years and have always had to make do with my toys. Now the time has come for me to trade them in for a real man.

Hey guys, if you're looking for a lively, sweet girl, stop looking now because I'm already here. I'm still young, but that doesn't mean anything. I've always had older friends, and that makes me quite mature.

I don't have any real experience yet, but I'm also not one to go from guy to guy. So I'm looking for someone who wants to share some life experiences with me.

I don't really know how to begin. My boyfriend broke up with me last week. I saw it coming, so it wasn't unexpected. So, I've only been single for a week, but I often feel so alone. I do have girlfriends, but it's different than when I have a nice guy with me. And I don't want to have sex with my girlfriends because I'm 100% straight.