Fling with sweet Dutch girl

I can't help but stare at handsome men when I see them pass by. I don't see anything wrong with that, but I also want to be looked at, and who knows, maybe that's what's happening now.

I'm done with all these metrosexual modern men. I don't want a man who spends more time in the bathroom than I do! I want a tough guy who smells of sweat and drinks a beer with his food. Someone who grabs me and pounds me hard whenever he feels like it. Does such a man still exist?

A board game, a fun puzzle—those are things I enjoy doing. I'm just a quiet person who also seeks some company in life. A form of friendship is nice, but if there's more to it, that's certainly fine too.

I finally know why I see my boyfriend so little. He's seeing someone else, and I heard about it through word of mouth. He admitted it, and I'm still not entirely sure whether I'll leave him; it also depends on whether I find a nice guy here quickly.