Sexdate with cute Dutch chick

I'm not looking for a one-time hookup; if that were the case, I'd go to a bar and find a man who wants to join me. I'm looking for a man who wants to start a relationship with me.

You can wake me up any night for a wonderful romp with a sweet, handsome man. I love being pampered, and as far as I'm concerned, it can last all night.

Actually, I always keep my mouth open, except on a date, especially in the beginning, I can completely shut down, and I'm also always very afraid of moments of silence.

I have a steady job, no money problems, and great friends, but I'm still missing that one man who makes me happy. What man, like me, is looking for someone who can give love but also be a best friend?