Sleep with lovely Dutch girl

Do you know that feeling where you feel happy, living together, but still missing something in your life? I have that too. I can't say I'm unhappy, but sometimes I get that "is this all there is to it feeling?" After much hesitation, I put on my bold high heels and decided to fill in what I'm missing. Discretion is therefore requested, but also required. If you recognize yourself in this, let me know soon, and who knows, we might make each other even happier.

Is it perhaps a turn-on to cheat, or am I the only one who has so many needs for someone else?

I'm looking for an intimate visit from a nice man. Will you come to me, or should I come to you?

Since I've become single again, I've noticed I'm withdrawing more and visiting fewer friends. It hurt me that I was left alone and that many friends turned their backs on me. They chose my ex, even though he was the one cheating on me. I'm looking for a new circle of friends and hoping to meet my soulmate there.