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A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

Is it the same for men, that around thirty, people ask you what you envision for life? Of course, we all have thoughts about it, but can't you start settling down a bit later?

I love lingerie and babydolls! If you'd like to see me in one of these outfits, please let me know! I'll put on my finest outfit for you! We'll enjoy a drink together and let some pleasant music lift our spirits! I can host you at my home, so for married men, that's a bonus!

I know I'm not the prettiest, but what's more important, the outside or the inside? For me, the inside is very important, a man you can trust and share all your joys and sorrows with. Hopefully, there are other men who feel the same way!