Dating with kind Dutch babe

Do you know how many times I've rewritten this piece? I want you to like what I write and then want to meet me. For sex. But I don't really know how to express that. So I'll leave it at that and hope you're interested in knowing more about me now.

Only respond if you're not selfish! By that, I mean, if we're going to have sex (because that's why I'm here), don't forget about me. That's what's happened to me the last few times: a man just quickly gets over it and that's it. Not so. I want to be pampered. Licking, pinching, fucking—I want the whole shebang. If that's not too much for you, I'd love to meet up with you.

I've always been insecure about my appearance, especially my freckles. But I'm ready to show more of myself. I don't want to be the good girl anymore, but a truly sexy lady.

I'm looking for good company, someone to laugh with and do lots of fun things with. I'd love to get to know each other over some food and drinks. If you have any other ideas, I'm open to suggestions.