Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I've always been an outsider. That really made me insecure because I was always picked last in sports, and even when all my friends had boyfriends, I just kind of wore out. I've learned from it, though, because I know I have a decent personality, I just haven't met the right man yet. Let's see if I can find someone here who sees I'm worth it.

I want to climb mountains in my life, and I don't mean that literally. I've already experienced a lot in my young life, and now I want to climb a mountain that gives me hope.

I've never been intimate, honestly. I've never even kissed anyone. I'm incredibly shy and just don't dare. Maybe an older man could reassure me? And help me out? Sexually, too?

I've had multiple surgeries and dealt with the aftereffects for a long time. My partner and I give each other freedom in our lives. In my free time, I enjoy sports and, when the weather is warm, I enjoy going to the nudist beach.