Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I've put all my cards on the table here; I'm willing to go all the way if you're that honest, experienced guy who won't let me down when I'm ready for you. A night of fun is nice, but adding a night is fantastic.

It's not entirely right to have an affair with a man other than my boyfriend, but I do have an excuse. I'll tell you that story later; first, I want to find a handsome guy who's into me and wants to spend a regular afternoon with him.

I can spend hours thinking about what ifs and what ifs, but that doesn't get me anywhere.

Being born with your bed already made sounds wonderful. Never having to worry and being able to do what you want financially. But it's also lonely and hard, because everyone around you has expectations, and whether you're happy with them doesn't really matter.