Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I've been very shy and withdrawn all my life. I find that very annoying, but I can't change myself. Maybe this way I can find a man; it'll lower the barrier a bit. I hope you don't want to change me, but can just accept that I am the way I am.

Actually, I'm quite submissive. But I always meet men who prefer me to be dominant. For once, I'd like to find a nice dominant man for myself, hence my request. If you're a well-groomed, attractive, dominant man, then I'm looking for you!

Men, I can't be with them and I can't be without them. Look, for good sex, I need a man. Solo sex is nice, sure, but I prefer a man to get me off. But after sex, I've had enough, so you can go. Am I being too honest?

A nice friend who wants to have a wonderful time with me, do fun things, seek excitement and push our boundaries is what I want to go for and I hope you do too.