Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I'm a woman with my own style and character. I can be demanding sometimes, especially when it comes to sex. Because then I just want to get as much pleasure and enjoyment out of it as possible.

When my boyfriend and I moved in together, I imagined it completely differently. His friends are here all day, and he doesn't even notice me anymore. I can't keep playing the good girlfriend. I'm going my own way, and who knows, maybe there's a nice guy here who wants to enjoy life too.

I keep running into men much older than me who are interested in a fling with me. I'm looking for a man my age and want to seriously explore whether we can be a good fit for each other.

It wasn't so great for me at the time; I've been through a really rough time. Very busy, arguing with my parents, my boyfriend leaving, you know how it is. Suddenly, you can't see the point anymore. Well, that's how I feel now. I feel alone and abandoned. That's why I'm looking for a man who might also have a hard time. Then we'll probably understand each other and hopefully build something together.