Dating with lovely Dutch girl

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?

The good feeling is starting to disappear in my relationship, and it's making me doubt more and more. But it also allows me to see if it's my fault or if I'm right that the feeling is truly gone.

I've been having a rough patch lately, from a breakup to a lost wallet—you name it, the misery I've been through lately. I hope I can find a nice man who can bring some positivity back.

Special, a bit mischievous, but above all quite strict. If that's what you're looking for and you're submissive and obedient, I'd love to hear from you soon.