Email lonesome Dutch teen

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

I'm athletic, surprising, and always up for some extra fun. You can go in many directions with me; I don't make any fuss. I have a positive outlook on life and never see anything as a problem. In fact, problems don't exist for me, only challenges.

If you're just here to score so many girls, you might want to look elsewhere. I'm here to get laid, but preferably with a steady partner. So, not someone who bounces from one person to the next; I'm not interested in that. Can you stick to just sex with me? Then I'd love to see you!

Lonely evenings and weekends aren't for me. I keep trying to find a girlfriend to keep me company, but of course, they have their own families. I want a man around again, someone I can always rely on and who will hopefully fall in love with me.