Fling with beautiful Dutch girl

It's sometimes difficult to get someone you connect with to join you in my dark world. Tie me up, silence me, beat me, and humiliate me, please?

I've read a lot about erotic massages, but I've never been massaged this way myself. I think it would be amazing to experience it sometime. I don't have a massage table, but I do have a large kitchen table. Or could it also be done on a bed? I really have no idea, haha, but perhaps there's a man here who has experience with it and can tell me if a massage table is absolutely necessary, or if a kitchen table or bed would also work?

I'm an honest young woman with a sweet personality and a positive attitude. I'd like to meet a guy who shares similar qualities and is good-looking.

I love sex, but not one-night stands or quickies. It has to be built up slowly. First, eat together in a cozy restaurant. Then, for example, go to the cinema or a café, and then somewhere to enjoy each other's company. I'm not someone who jumps into bed with the first man I see. Many of my friends do, and they think I should too if I really want sex. But no, that's really not for me. I'd feel like a prostitute, and that's the last thing I want to be. Nothing negative about those women, but it's your choice, right?