Fling with beautiful Dutch girl

Hi! I'm a medical student and sometimes I focus a little too much on my future. I'm quite ready to commit, but of course, you have to be able to accept that I'm buried in books every day.

I saw an elderly couple, I think... about 80 years old? They were sitting so lovingly together on a park bench, and he peeled an orange for her. Just beautiful, I want to do this too. Growing old together with someone, loving and leaning on each other.

What I'm looking forward to is new happiness. It hasn't been smiling on me for a while, and I could really use a positive boost. I need a man for that, someone I like and trust, and who makes me feel good.

My shyness is actually a real obstacle, and I haven't found a solution yet. I can write here, and that way I'm more courageous, so maybe this way I can finally be honest?