Fling with cute Dutch teen

I put a lot aside for my boyfriend; he demanded all the attention and went all out for his career. I just had to follow suit, and now I'm seeing the results. I'm not getting anywhere, and I sacrificed myself for him. I don't want this anymore and would like to meet someone who also thinks about others.

It might sound stupid or antisocial, but I just want to cheat once.

I have a really sweet boyfriend, but he's not into just doing fun things and going out, so I'm looking for someone who wants to show me lots of love and do fun things. I'm a little nervous, to be honest.

For me, life isn't perfect without a man by my side. A precious man whose shoulder I can lean on and who supports me in everything I do.