Fling with teenage Dutch student

It's not always about looks, they say. But I'm still struggling so much with finding a man who accepts me for who I am. It's not all about sex, is it? Or am I wrong?

Early in the morning, when half the world is still asleep, I go looking for beautiful pearls at the flea market.

It's like all the nice single men are taken; I only get attention from older men who want to have a relationship with me. I've had my share of the single life and want to meet the man who's willing to make a move on me.

I'm doing myself a disservice in my relationship and I think it's time for an end. My boyfriend isn't changing his behavior, and being home alone every night doesn't constitute a relationship for me. If you have time and attention for me, please let me know.