Fling with teenage Dutch student

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?

I absolutely love red myself, but I think you've probably already figured that out. Are you just as in love with the color red, or do you prefer something else?

Sex with women is great, sex with men is wonderful. I'm bi and enjoy both, but I enjoy it most when a man really goes down on me. A woman misses that hard cock that feels so incredibly good in my pussy. No woman can match that, honestly. Is there anyone who's going to let me enjoy the biggest cock possible?

Looking for a decent man to shape the rest of my life with, with everything that entails. Enjoying fun activities and, of course, experiencing the love and intimacy we have for each other.