Fucking with delicious Dutch student

I don't want to be without sex, and it's starting to feel that way. I had a boyfriend early on, and that was fine. I'm still crazy about him. But he had an accident a year ago, and he's paralyzed from the waist down. And now he can't do it anymore. And neither can I. And that's awful. I'm not even twenty yet, how can I live without sex?

I like to bend over so I can't see what's happening behind me. I also enjoy being blindfolded and have a few other challenges. Who else has those desires?

It's getting ridiculous! I already have one hedgehog, a poor bird, three cats, and a rabbit. Everything is ailing. I take care of them and then find them a good home or release them.

You can't just shut out difficult times, because less than a year ago, I lost my dad to a lingering illness. He was always my rock. Now, I often feel lonely and think to myself, "I should consider a relationship."