Penetrate beautiful Dutch girl

My boyfriend left me. Not that I mind, because we barely did anything together anymore. He spent more time with his friends than with me. Let him be happy with his friends; he'll figure out what he's missing now that he's left me. I don't want a new relationship for the time being; I've had enough of men in that regard. What I would really like is a sex buddy. And someone who chooses me over his friends when I'm in the mood for sex. Someone who cancels a date with his boyfriend if I make a super hot suggestion. Or don't such men exist?

So here I am, looking for a man who also wants to try the Kama Sutra. It keeps you occupied for hours, if not days, isn't it?

Are you a scaredy cat? Perfect! I want you scared because you don't know what's going to happen when I have sex with you. Come on, baby, let me scare you...

Now I don't know exactly how to ask, I'll just do it without any beating around the bush. I want to lose my virginity, it's okay now that I'm a good age, and I want it very soon.