Penetrate cute Dutch chick

I'm finally feeling good about myself again, which is a good thing now that I'm single again and over my ex. The relationship didn't do me any good, and I hope you're the one I feel comfortable with.

I've become a little insecure about myself since my ex cheated on me with another woman. I hope you can help me ease that insecurity and we can have a wonderful time together.

Are you the man who makes my heart beat faster, and will you set me on fire? I live in a busy city, and I do meet a lot of nice men. Unfortunately, it's often an illusion because they're only after one thing. That's just not my thing. I'm really looking for a sweet man who I can call my long-term boyfriend.

Living together and still looking for a fuck buddy? Yes, that's right. The sex with my boyfriend is decent, but I want more. I'd like to go to a swingers club, have sex in a pool or in the woods, maybe try a threesome with a man or a woman, and I'm curious about soft SM. These are all things my boyfriend doesn't want to know about, so I've taken the plunge and hope to find someone here who might already have experience with it or wants to explore it with me. Discretion is essential, and I can't host myself.