Penetrate delicious Dutch student

I've never been intimate, honestly. I've never even kissed anyone. I'm incredibly shy and just don't dare. Maybe an older man could reassure me? And help me out? Sexually, too?

I don't want to be without sex, and it's starting to feel that way. I had a boyfriend early on, and that was fine. I'm still crazy about him. But he had an accident a year ago, and he's paralyzed from the waist down. And now he can't do it anymore. And neither can I. And that's awful. I'm not even twenty yet, how can I live without sex?

Being single has its advantages, but for me, the disadvantages don't outweigh them. I'd like to meet a nice guy soon, someone sweet and spontaneous who's no longer struggling with puberty.

I'm young and relatively inexperienced, and I'd like to change that. Not with someone who could be my father or grandfather, but with someone my own age. Would you like to help me discover what I like?