Penetrate lonesome Dutch teen

I had a boyfriend from a very young age. That was pretty fun, but of course, I was still way too young for a relationship. And I still am. No relationship for me. Just a sexual relationship, that's what I want. Because life without sex is incredibly boring, don't you think?

I often spend my evenings alone; I can't always turn to friends or family. I don't have a boyfriend; he disappeared a year ago, and I hope to find someone I love again soon.

After a few failed relationships, I'm taking things more seriously. I'm looking for a man who already has a good job and knows what's going on in the world. I'm not into guys my age. They're too childish for me. I enjoy arguing and expressing my own opinions. I enjoy asserting myself. I want a serious relationship with, who knows, a bright future.

I always want to push myself to the limit, and I think that's why I'm ready for something new. But what do you think will help me reach my full potential right now?