Sleep with sweet Dutch girl

I've read a lot about erotic massages, but I've never been massaged this way myself. I think it would be amazing to experience it sometime. I don't have a massage table, but I do have a large kitchen table. Or could it also be done on a bed? I really have no idea, haha, but perhaps there's a man here who has experience with it and can tell me if a massage table is absolutely necessary, or if a kitchen table or bed would also work?

I'm a little insecure, though. I've been dumped twice by a man, and I don't want to go through that a third time. I'm looking for a sweetheart, a man who's willing to go all the way for me!

So young, and yet already searching for a kind man. I didn't receive any love as a child, so perhaps I'm looking for that in a man. I'm very unhappy in my relationship. Will someone please break me out of this cocoon?

I don't bite. And yet men are afraid of me? I'm just a perfectly normal girl with a heart in the right place. Isn't that what my friends say? Why don't men want to see that?