Fucking with sweet Dutch girl

When I look back on the years I've been in a relationship, I really wonder if this is all there is. Will it get better if you move in together, or will it stay the same?

I don't think I'm the ugliest. My previous boyfriends always said they had wet dreams about me. But I don't have anyone to have wet dreams about anymore.

Imagine you're still very young and already stuck in a rut. You can't imagine that, can you?

Maybe I can find someone who's a good fit for me. I'm certainly not happy with the way things are going now. And everyone deserves their happiness, right? I'm also optimistic and try to enjoy life as much as possible.