Date with kind Dutch babe

I'm looking for a serious man, someone who wants to be in a relationship with me and whom I love so much that I'm ending things with my boyfriend. My boyfriend isn't the most pleasant person, and I've been feeling a bit lost with him for a while now.

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

It's a shame that all those tattoos are sometimes too much for most men. It seems like I'm scaring people off; maybe I should get them all removed just to impress the men here.

I work out every day, so the Kam Sutra isn't a problem for me...